Life and me....

I know this place is dead like a graveyard. Why? Well things aren’t funny enough. My life is filled with garbage. See I’m even using proper words (garbage) I meant to say shit. Things were funny once but not anymore. They told me to grow up and pop, I have brains in my balls. Every time I think of writing a story it turns into a romantic shit and all.

What inspired me before the brains in my balls? I’d say Cartoons, no Anime. What the hell it’s all the same for you reality show bitches. Yeah I called you bitches and not radio active premature semen. My vocabulary sucks more than before. So I was talking about stuff that gave me inspiration. It was an Anime named ONE PIECE. A perfect blend of Action, comedy, a little drama, lots of stupidity and chicks. It was an addictive Anime. It’s all over now. Its all south park and family guy these days. They aren’t stupid enough for me.

And then comes muzak (music) Rap and Hip hop. All EMINEM. The first song I can remember of is slim shady and that was in third grade. (I’m in eleventh grade now) Why did I stop listening to it? Well I go to my school, malls, hoods, parties and other places and I hear mother fuckers talking about it like they know Marshal before he was a little fuse in his mother’s womb. I mean why wont you listen to him when I did and why does it even bug me if you do. Well I don’t want fuck faces doing what I do or did and no I don’t believe in equality. Now I listen to METAL. I can’t even understand the lyrics; I have to look them up in winamp.

And then, the opposite sex. I’m a male so the opposite sex will be female. I’m seventeen and still single. Its not that I am a homo or the ugly type and no I’m not crazy in the real world. It’s just that I was/am interested in anime chicks. They are anyway better than real chicks. Only problem is that you cant hang out with them. I learned to respect females from the ONE PIECE cartoon (long storey. You should watch it) so I’ve been a gentle-dude all my life. Haven’t been rude to a chick, haven’t abused any, always let them sit first and all of that and no one appreciates that. Well fuck that.

Anyways, I couldn’t find THE ONE (THE ONE refers to the chick) they are all plastic and concrete and a little rubber. I’m looking for someone metal. Someone I could head bang with in the Hard Rock café. Someone whose imagination frequency matches my own, who could kick my ass on one of those lazy days, someone who could give me a kiss when I needed one (see I’m all romantic and shit), someone to hold my ammo when I shoot down my enemy or count the money after a big robbery.

And then comes my crib (my room) I like graphics and want my walls to look pimped up. No I’m not talking about posters of my favorite band or porn star. I like anime and so I have printouts and a lot of them. Although I like a clean room, I don’t like changing or shifting things from place to place. My mother (yes I live with her. I love her even if she doesn’t like what I have become and what I do) shifts everything. I can’t appreciate my own plans.

And Competitions. They fuck up the fun. I happen to drag my ass in two or three and I can’t seem to walk away. Its like whatever you do there is always someone better than you. Bitches won’t let you appreciate your own work. I soooooo hate this shit taking over my life.

I’m trying really hard to go back to the previous me. It’s not a permanent change. Education sucks. Can’t live with it, Can’t live without it. I have to sleep early to wake up early and go to my tuitions at 6AM. Math. I get scolded by my mom every time about that. I don’t want to be an ass hole and talk back but this study all the time thingi is making me a zombie. I don’t drink booze; don’t smoke, not into drugs and prostitution. Isn’t that enough. Let me tell you one thing. IF you piss me off, and I happen to loose control, my sub conscious mind makes me hurt people. Real Bad.

I appreciate God and Satan for making my life better than a million suckers out there but there are some things you can’t stop whining about.

Oh and there is this human named Luciana Jade. She will be posting stuff over here… be nice people…

AJ